Caking, working, social drinking, tutoring, shopping... can't do it all. Feeling like I am living in a little bit of a dream and it all seems a little surreal.

I think its finally caught up with me. That there are only so many hours in a day. The need to sleep, to exercise, to work, to relax... its been a tough couple of weeks but I wouldn't have it any other way. Except maybe wish for a couple more sleep ins and shorter work days (dreaming!).

I can't wait to be fully on board with my new role. I'm not use to depending on others to do something that I would consider easy. But I will diligently and obediently follow all the rules and processes until such time as I am free to do it on my own. Even if it does drive me mad a little by little...