fuchsia fragments

if im speaking mumble jumble, don't mind me. i am a little too stressed and delirious. was completely dogged by the useless 5th member of out accting group. to which i am not even a little surprised. i knew he was bad news from the beginning. i suppose this just reiterates my point. and no, i will not be buying any of his excuses on wednesday.

so totally put off syndicating until like tonight. and have been sitting here probably for the past 4-5 hours writing up parts of the questions. and i swear, the clock must jump in 10 minute blocks cause it was 10 before i even had a chance to notice... and when i looked last it was only like 9!!! that was kind of scary. i havent ever had time pass me by so quickly in ages. and then i started to stress.

and when i stress i clean. so i was sweeping the floor and wiping down my window and my table. lol.

and we're really over the recommended limit for Q1 and we have half of that part of the question to go. so im guessing there will be a lot of cutting down. but i'd rather cut down than bullshit stuff.

and being capped when u need the internet to do research really really really SUCKS.

FOUR IS BETTER THAN FIVE.
FOUR IS BETTER THAN FIVE.
FOUR IS BETTER THAN FIVE.
FOUR IS BETTER THAN FIVE.

i dont think i'll be wearing fishnet stockings and red feathers and short shorts for a loooong time.

it was fun - i guess. hahahaha.

we went to oporto's drivethru first and then went to the club located randomly in punchbowl.

wasn't as many people as we expected. we hung around the usual bunch.

even all the adults were dressed as showgirls. like all out. some were pretty crazy.

but for a 21st, i think it was pretty low key. the bar tab was offering wine and beer. the wine was pretty dry. but it was alcohol. lol.

spent some time outside smoking, playing with the candles (which prompted steve to call me an arsenist...lol) and dancing on the floor. YAY~~

we left earlier than usual cause have work tomoz. but totally not sleepy. and i'm home earlier than the monkey: that does not bode well... at all.

i have almost forgotten how it feels like to be on capped bandwidth. its
S-L-O-W
S-L-O-W
S-L-O-W

took me ages to get to all the pages that normally take me 2 seconds.

and then i was like OH SHIT. ACCT syndicate!!! but luckily, thats on tuesday which will be a NEW month. it was close...

there was a power trip while i was at work and now my computer is making funny noises. im a little concerned. and so i should be backing up all my files but atm i cant b bothered. lol. i'll take the risk...

had yum cha with grandma and aunts and uncle today. they didnt have all the things that i wanted to eat!! no wonder its no longer making any money. its only got boring food these days!

so excited about family gathering next weekend. for father's day. and cause grandmas going back to hk for the first time in something like 20 years...???

moulin rouge party tonight. LOL. i bought fishnet stockings.. and i stupidly forgot that my mum bloody WORKS at the costume shop. couldve been free!! but stupid me.

so continuing from my post last night. about how work called 3 times. and how i just knew something was up.

how right i was. LOL.

we spent literally the whole day relaying nursery. it was so much work.

my arms are killing. it feels like ive been lifting weights all day. portacots and strollers are heavy. so are modules and fittings.

lol and was working with paul and marwah. and these two act like children. its so funny. made the randomest and weirdest comments at all the wrong moments. and im just cracking up.

i built a record 7, yes 7 strollers today!!! im so pro at building strollers. hahahahahaa and straight away we had customers buying them FULL PRICE. WHOOHOO!!

anyway, this relay is wasting a lot of space. have heaps of excess thats going to our new offsite: botany. at least its closer.

im buggered at the moment. wanted to go night shopping but cant find the energy or the time.

work called like three times today. LOL. something must have happened.

i got up super early. wanted to go back to sleep and skip my 9 lecture but i couldnt. so i ended up going to uni on time. and went to my lecture. that was shorter today.

got $25 from the acct experiment. my partner (imo) was gay and slow. LOL. tried to talk wayy too much i was like. dude, u start from the top, i'll start from the bottom ok? totally pwned him.

got acct quiz back. we were shitting ourselves (well i was) when our tutor was like.. some of you actually failed and the average is a pass. and out of the group, i got my paper last and i could already hear ms. donna outside celebrating. LOL. 7 and 8s all round. im okay with that. =D

we had dinner at sunnys tonight. another one of those free banquet thingies. had a VIP room all to ourselves, karaoke, etc etc. so freakin full. and we were drinking

Penfold's 1992 Grange

its sooooooo good. like $500 a bottle or something. i love rich connections. =P =P =P typical lobster, seafood, seafood, steamed fish, shark fin courses. YUMMY!!! godbrother was hogging the mic and he could actually sing some of the songs! haha a-d-o-r-a-b-l-e. i fully laughed when i saw the email about yumcha and k. fully reiterates my point that we need to do that some time soon!

yinyin || marshmallow clouds {stud-yin-g} says:
i probably spend an average of like...3 hours on twilight related stuff a day
yinyin || marshmallow clouds {stud-yin-g} says:
it's like watching tv for me
wynwyn says:
thats 12.5% of ur day
yinyin || marshmallow clouds {stud-yin-g} says:
shit no
wynwyn says:
tats like
wynwyn says:
3 units of credit
wynwyn says:
HAHAHA
yinyin || marshmallow clouds {stud-yin-g} says:
JAJAJJAJAJAHhahahahhahahHAHAHA
yinyin || marshmallow clouds {stud-yin-g} says:
AND WE ALL KNOW I'D PWN THAT COURSE
wynwyn says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

so we went to maccas for our break today
and i had a double cheeseburger with fries and an apple pie.
could not believe it myself really.
that was like.. 900 calories!!!!!!!!
but meh, wasnt exactly in the mood to care.
LOL

and wats with people and japanese food lately? to go or not to go friday. *sigh*

decisions. decisions.

there's actually really not that much to say. i just thought i'd check in.

i read midnight sun but i dont hold it in as high esteem as donna does. LOVE LOVE LOVE carlisle's fatherly side, rosalie's bitchiness gets on my nerves and i guess i just cannot emphasize with poor jasper. i feel like he's just a weak link in the family. emmett is just a big cuddly bear and the rest of the characters are pretty much two dimersional. which is rather disappointing.

ive been lazy today. got through my readings extremely slowly.. if at all. acutally, it doesnt even count as reading since i was literally only flipping the pages. i read one case for tax and you can forget about accounting. i guess since there's nothing that's actually "due" this week, im slacking off. although there is always the possibility of a homework check.. but i doubt that as well.

i was so tired this afternoon that i had an arvo nap. and it was in the sun as usual. and well, since my naps are usually short, i was like.. i'll wake up automatically in about an hour.

how wrong i was. LOL

but it was a good thing that mum came in and asked when i was leaving. i thought i was still dreaming. she sounded so far away. but i managed to take a look at the time. and it was like quarter past 4. i was like.. SHIT!!!

i didn't help that it started to rain. and my luck didn't end there: UNANNOUNCED TRACKWORK. i was sooo annoyed. had to take a bus that was all stops to wolli and then had to wait 10 minutes for the east hills train to get to central.

valval and dondon were at marketct enjoying coffee.

we had a booking at wagaya for 6. the place had really nice ambience and the touchscreen menus were sooo hi-tech. and the food was really really nice eventhough the servings were rather small. had so much fun... even if it was just to order water. LOL

Recommended items:
- Ox Tongue
- Potato Salad
- Scallop and Salmon Sushi

and we had a twilight trivia where donna pwned me and cherry. but i guess that only proves that she needs to read the books countless times to absorb what's being said. hahahaha =P

and we watched our marker in pro action. had the stroke of a pass leader/dr du tutor. =D

and of course, we had to end the night at capitol taking sticker photos to commemorate the times when the four of us go out.

OME
OME
OME

i swear i can't sleep now and im soooo excited.

ROFL
ROFL
ROFL

chapters 1-12. and its in my hands already! KUDOS!

now i'm gonna attempt to sleep. my poor bandwidth is really working it tonight with all the stuff im d/l.

*temporary forgets about rob... no, i kid*
WAYNE CAME TO VISIT TODAY!!!
WAYNE CAME TO VISIT TODAY!!!
WAYNE CAME TO VISIT TODAY!!!

I thought it was weird that i heard screaming and squealing at the front of the store around 3. and then helen comes to drag me to the front. and shes like

'i have a surprised for you'

and im like *eyes light up*

'oohhhh really? am i gonna like it?'

and shes like

'come look'

and i walk towards the front and ITS WAYNE!!! was sooooooooo good to see him. he's lost a bit of weight from his knee injury but he still looks good. still one of my favourite ex-managers. =D =D haha and yes, there is a reason why all the girls were screaming.

apart from that.. well. haha it was mandy's 21st at seoul-ria in the city. i think we ordered a little bit too much. but its good. lets all eat carbs for dinner. it was freezing. we went to equilibrium for a couple of drinks after. the cosmo spin 'russian rose' was s-h-i-t. tasted like syrup. then had a shot. followed by a lemon lime bitter to wash it down cause the cocktail had a disgusting aftertaste.

i think i mentioned it was cold.
it was also raining.
and lol. donnas phone battery died. and her camera battery was almost dead. like good one. and she had to wait for cherry to pick her up.

here's hoping that it won't rain tomorrow night.

need to upload photos when im less tired.

"i just want to play him because he's the hottest vampire in the world"

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

maria, who is like the nicest lady who works with us in the fitting rooms, found out that it was my birthday a few weeks back and the darling that she is - got me a birthday present!!! i was like.. no no!! u didn't have to!! she got me chanel wanna-be earrings!!! and the card said 21.. hahaha so its my first 21st present ;) mustve thought i was 21 cause everyone else is turning 21. haha.

work in general was shitted. paul was in a foul mood (i mean, why can't he be like geoff dixon and not give a fuck since he's leaving next week anyway? but no, he was ANAL). customers were being bitches. stock wasn't fitting out. time went slowly. it sucked. but laura came to visit and jen was here for a bit.. to buy chocolate? but my manager was stalking me so i had to run. and i didnt get to say bye and felt kinda rude. oh wells.

and today before work, i came out earlier cause i needed to get some essentials but i came out too early. so i walked around the centre like majorly bored. i ended up getting another pair of shoes (same style, different colour) to last weeks. but they're really nice so its ok. =D =D now i desperately need a new pair of black flats for work. mine are like seriously worn out...

counting down to the weekend... mwahahaha.. saturday!!! psyching myself for this twilight trivia. psyching does not equal studying/looking up/cheating.

ROFL
ROFL
ROFL

I don't know why but he looks SO hot in this interview.
ROFL

you get an acct quiz back and you do another one. its a never ending circle.

i heart rpatts/kstew fics. lol

and can't wait for girls night out on saturday. YAY!!!

and i went to the it service desk to try and get my eeepc online. well, it took the lady a while.. she was really nice. dunno wats wrong with my laptop but we managed to get online through the secondary network for ipods, phones, etc. so hey, i can use the net at uni. no complaints.

meant i didn't have to take a detour home cause they hadn't closed the m5 yet. YAY!! the lecture went by surprisingly quick. i think we were all too tired to really give much thought into it. and its the same damn couple of people every week who ask all these freakin questions to slow us down. and both are in my tutorials albeit separate classes. grr.

and the builders next door. don't they need their beauty sleep??? cause i certainly do!!! 6 or 7 in the morning to start banging is not nice. =( =( i can't sleep!!!

went to fill up my tank today. price was okay. lines were even better. didn't really have to wait which is a bonus cause the shell around the corner is always packed.

we went to oportos for dinner. and i stupidly had a bondi burger with chilli. regular size. just the burger. its still killing me. the sauce is just too much.. not having oportos for a long while (actually, i said that back in about may/june when we kept having it at work)... but the choices were maccas, oportos, uni food. the latter is just unacceptable in the evening. not much of a choice. wedges or wedges.

this time of day is when i absolutely cannot and will not concentrate: no matter how hard i try. it was good up till now. i had my breaks during the day cause the builders were wreaking havoc next door but as soon as it hit about 3 or 4ish, and sister and dad got home, there went my concentration. have one part left in my legal tute!!!

and just got this telemarketing call. never ever ever, have i had a telemarketer patronize me

'i don't mean to sound rude but you sound awfully young. is mum or dad there?'

i was gritting my teeth literally not to yell and scream and be obnoxious. no, i'm exaggerating. i dislike telemarketers in general so i was annoyed but im not sure if i was flattered that they thought i was young or just irritated. no big deal.

one of these days i will stop wasting my weekend away... one of these days.

apparently a fight broke out just after we left the party on friday night. it sounded pretty tense. and mayo and elena had a race to work today. LOL elene allegedly 'ran a red light' but martin, who was behind her, still managed to get to work first. obviously someone was speeding. HAHAHA

had yum cha with my godbro after work. haven't had yumcha with the kiddo in ages. he ate heaps and played with the jelly. yuck yuck yuck. and he is such a poser.

we tried to get him to go for a haircut but he literally kicked and screamed until we decided today just wasn't the day. *sigh*

i forgot to mention. martin has the new iphone which looks just like the itouch. and he was using it as a gps to get to my place. and lol, the phone picks up on all wireless networks around the area. and he picked up the network 'wynwen' and he said to me when i got in the car. u have a wireless network called wynwen, i knew i was in the right place! and im like.. haha yeah but u dont have the password. HAHAHA and he was like 'damn it.' lols. we were going through his photos.. and a lot of people i know are on his phone.. including val. hahaha. i was a bit surprised to see it. there was this one of val and sam wong together and jan was like 'hey tats sam! whos the other person?'

relaying bodysuits cause no one else will do it and i felt like it. heaps of markdowns but my manager is too lazy to do anything about it. the bottom was so dirty that there was rat poo all over the ground. disgusting. so glad i didn't have to touch it. but the end result looks good. everything's sorted.

wasted the afternoon away. olympics. reading. picking up the monkey. trying to stay warm.

didn't feel like going out. supposed to be at a party in the cross. but most of us are boycotting. too tired. cold. don't like the cross. don't really talk to the girl that much outside of work. save money. win-win.

it started at 8 but we didn't really get there until nine. haha actually mayo and i went to the bottleshop beforehand to grab some booze. not that we really felt like drinking all that much. put our masks on and went inside. she had her garden decorated with fairy lights and balloons. it was pretty. we didn't really know all that many people there so we hung amongst ourselves with luke popping by every now and then. hahaha to be nice (for a change) to steph and clads. =D they had jelly shots which was sooo strong but so good and alcoholic punch. makes me think about what i want to do for mine.. in exactly 11 months. hahaha

the speeches were sweet and embarassing and sentimental. and mans (obviously) got pretty wasted. i guess everyone's baby photos are jsut as embarasing as the next persons. hahaha we sort of stuck around until about 11 and we decided (the 6 of us) to go to maccas. and clads was like

'i think i need a maccas run'

and we're all like

'yeahhh lets go!!!'

and she was like

'wtf is wrong with u guys??? make it any more obvious we're leaving the party for maccas.'

ROFL. no one heard.. its ok. we went for a drive to san souci maccas which is open 24 hours. and theyre all pigs. lols middle of the night and they were doing large cheeseburger meal plus 10 nuggets (clads), steph had large 10 nuggets meal, chu and mayo between them had a big mac and mcchicken meal and most of my 10 nuggets (typical me: wastage queen) and jan had a fish burger. we were sitting outside freezing our asses off and steph was telling the funniest stories about her and her parent's florist in caringbah (and how mayo use to buy flowers there). and how all the high school students buy $3 gerberas and want ribbon and nice wrapping with it. LOL

actually had a really fun night. i think i forgot to mention that mans was literally down the road from me and clads had to use the bathroom and that was after we decided to go to maccas so she came to my place to pee. LOL.

despite my early wake up, which in hindsight wasn't really that early, i had a great day. 4 hours work in the morning marking down.. came home. watched our champion girls win gold for the 4 by 200 relay. tat was GOLD!!! and went to the gym and had a really really fun session. YAY. and then it was perfect time to come home and have a shower and nap on my bed which sort of turned into a fully comfy and warm warm warm daybed cause it was drenched in the sun. so i read new moon whilst drifting off.

i don't hate the book as much now. rephrase. i actually really really like the end of the book. hahahaha. especially when charlie loses it.

which reminds me. today on the news there was a reported by the name of

something Carlisle

and i was like.. OME! it's a real name!

So now i've seen cullen and carlisle used in real life. Oh and not the mention bluestone use to be called Esme's. HAHAHAAHAHA im so sad. on the lookout for Jasper and Emmett now or something. Rosalie maybe. the others are a little common still. ;)

it was the monkeys induction at target today. yea, she's gonna b working there too. and lol, i wasn't there but everyone just knew who she was. and haha, it was funny cause they were all like 'ur wynnie's sister!!!'. anyhow im now in an exclusive group with a lil sibling who also works there. i told u target was a closeknit family. haha checking out the boys already. tsk tsk.

decided to sleep in cause i was tired and could not b bothered to get up so early to go to my 9 oclock lecture. so i got to uni around 10:30. surprisingly parking was still ok. (or maybe i got lucky. haha).

had acct quiz and acct experiment and acct lecture and acct tutorial. it was an acct day all round although we did sort of jig half of our acct lecture since it was 'in lecture exercise' that was to be posted on the web. so the group [original group] for our tute assignment went to the quad lounge and drank coffee and read the paper and half watched the olympics.

we sorted out the missing group member problem. not that the guy seemed too concerned imo. we'll see how we go.

godbrother and his hyperactive brother and cousin came over for dinner. was playing big 2 with them. and LOL, they were cheating and still kicked their asses. HAHAHAHA. fun fun.

my stupid seatbelt got stuck and i was like. wtf. when i start driving it decides to work again.

tax finished about 15 minutes early today. it would've been earlier if somepeople would shut up and stop asking questions. this week wasn't as full on as last week. the content was easier to absorb.

half of week gone. lol

sitting in the sun is quite comfortable. but it makes u daydream a lot.

and i have decided that it is time for me to stop being so lazy and start going back to the gym and the pool. im going to aim for 4 days a week. and on top of that im gonna try and cut carbs again. and yes, i know how painful that will be.

so nadias 21st invite is staring me in the face.. and i was looking at the address and how its in punchbowl and how the street rings a bell. so i decide to google it.
and

ROFL
ROFL
ROFL

im so funny. hahahaha a few streets away is this road called

Cullens Road

HAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAA yes... absolutely hilarious. i make myself crack up.

-_-"

i watched the swimming and the equestrian and the diving and water polo today. tv has become my new best friend. and i can literally watch it anywhere including my computer. trust my personal tv to work when the house next door has been demolished and the olympics are on. after all this time that it didn't work...

anyhow, i do think, as much as i abhor the yanks, that they deserved to win the 4 x 100 m mens 100m relay... the french were shocking. can't believe they let a lead like that slip.

was rereading twilight. when bella goes to visit edward's house. its like awwww. i see carlisle in this whole new light [again].

felt like it was so bleary and quiet when i got up this morning. but as soon as i stepped outside, it was such a nice day and so many people had already started their mornings (cause there were heaps of cars parked around the oval). it sort of made me feel lazy and insignificant.

anyhow, work was boring as usual. elisa and jessica came in for no apparent reason and i was obliged to say hi and make a little bit of small talk. they'd just had 'breakfast'.

spent the rest of the time putting some stock out, moving clearance and then moving it back and talking to elena, martin and clads. poor marty.
LOL
he got a little too too wasted last night and mixed his drinks. obviously wasn't feeling too well today. so him and elena were sitting on the 'beds' in manchester talking and me and clads just joined then. that was fun. he actually threw up which was really really gross and LOL, he was like

'i feel lightheaded now. it tasted like sausages and alcohol.'

HAHAHAHAHA We don't want to know!! decided we'd all chip in to man's 21st present for friday. we got 8 people which is good.. keep costs low since we're all (except martin who has 4 jobs or something) "semi-unemployed" =)

the rain must've hit pretty hard. it was all wet in such a short time. and this morning, the sky was so blue except for this streak of grey clouds.

oh oh and we do stock the twilight books. we have the first three and vesna's reading them or starting to (sort of like cherry i guess but she was asking me all these questions and im like.. do u really want me to spoil it for you?). we haven't gotten breaking dawn yet. claudia was like

'i swear like 150 people have asked me for BD this weekend'

and im like haha. maybe u should read it *wink*

there are whispers that our store manager is leaving for broadway in about a month's time...
that would be both good and bad news. rather quick this time around though. its only been just over 6 months really.. maybe a little more all up. usually they stick around for a year. apparently headed to broadway. the new store. hmmm.

oh yeah and this arvo. mum told me to call the monkey. so i was like half listening *presses speed dial*
and its ringing and ringing and im like its kinda weird that shes not picking up
and i stupidly go

'mum, ur phone downstairs is ringing.'

so shes rushing to answer it and shes like

'you're calling me u dumbo!'

and im like

'ROFL. Oops.'

my bad. =X =D

another invitation to another 21st... in punchbowl... ?? =X =X =X

the morning went by pretty slowly. and grandma came over for a bit today but my parents went out without telling me and so they went too. it was a bit awkward. cause she doesn't normally come over without telling us first and parents were stuck in traffic at flemington so it was like.. come in and sit and wait. but they had to be somwhere else so it was like. no its ok we'll come by later.

so i had an arvo nap.. it was more like a 50 minute power nap. i love sleeping in the sun. *thinks of edward... DAZZLE*

sparkles... dazzles... star... shine... ???

i am using twilight for bedtime reading. i think its either my favourite or second favourite after eclipse. im not sure yet. i still want to watch the movie through all the disappointment. patiently awaiting twilight tuesday to see what meyer has to say to defend herself. what is a piece of writing if it cannot be critiqued?

i woke up pretty late. its the whole situation with having been woken at around 7 when the builders start up all their machinery and everything. i wake up them but somehow manage to drift back off to sleep and then ur screwed. you oversleep. at least its not the groggy kind of oversleeping.
i felt like all i've done today is eat and well, eat. i feel really full today.
it was a pretty quiet day at work as well. the wrong people were working so there wasn't much internally (except george came to visit) and there weren't all that many customers either. the biggest thing that happened today was that there were police just outside near the concierge desk who had i think 2 or 3 guys on the wall and were fully searching them - clothes, bags, everything. they looked like druggies though.
i bought a pair of shoes that i really like from betts today. black peep toes that aren't heels!
08.08.08: i was surprised to see so many people coming in and asking where our wedding cards were. i think the date is pretty self-explanatory.

so it's not a twilight skin. well, it was for about 7 hours today but i cant handle white on black background. its too damaging on the eyes. plus, it wasn't quite what i wanted. it would have been more of a 'flavour of the month' type of thing.
this is more refined i suppose. and with this, i can use blogger's functions enabled on xml.

obviously i havent fixed it up.. im not use to the classic style. its so hard to edit.
anyhow, lol.
i went back to school today [again].
because the monkey stupidly

ROFLROFLROFLROFL

stacked it and

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fell flat on her face literally

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and crapped her knee

and her teeth cut through her gum.
and left a pretty nasty gash through her front teeth.

hahahahahha

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so i had to pick her up.
so funny.

the storm was really crazy though. the lightning was so low. and that's another day.
tweak mor tomoz.
outta here.

so we had dinner tonight at sunnys. it was another one of those function doobies and cause we're like so connected, had a table of 13 and had dinner there. my godbrother ate sooo much.
anyway so we have tickets and they have raffles.
and LOL
we got the first prize which was essentially another free banquet worth about $800.
and it just looked like it was rigged cause godbro's parents are like tight with the people at sunnys.
hahahahahha so it was a bit of a joke. cause they were going all night that our table was gonna win it. and we did. =D

monkey:

'breaking dawn? more like breaking bored'

LOL.

i wasn't pregnant after all.
LOL
had to pay for parking today damn it.
i had to make myself feel better by going and buying some jewellery.
ahahha
and i saw a girl in the quad food court reading bd today.

it's just the slab for concrete for the house being built next door. lovely view from my bedroom wouldnt u say?

i need to get it out of my system.
i need to get it out of my system.
i need to get it out of my system.
i need to get it out of my system.
i need to get it out of my system.

where shall i start...
reading time: 5 hours 50 minutes
start: 9:04 pm
finish: 2:54 am.

the ROFLS:
- haha, the sex or lack there of, sex scenes
- edward still as a stone sculpture
- bella, well, actually getting pregnant and their reactions
- jakes out of characterness (but LOL@ Blondie jokes)
- "nessie" - you named my daughter after the lock less monster? *lunges at jake*

the disappointments:
- alice and jasper (and emmett) to an extent were put on the backburner
- rosalie's too big-a-role
- rosalie's bitchiness
- edwards reaction to the pregnancy after the shock (ie, calling it an well, "it", monster, etc)
- predictability of some parts
- the ENDING (from when they knew that Irina was going to the Volturi, it went downhill from there)
- Irina, i know the background and the history but it was quite sad to see that was essentially the 'climax' of the story
- there wasn't all that much bonding that i could feel between bella, edward and nessie, or the character development wasn't quite enough.
- the final chapter: DON'T SLAP US WITH A 'FOREVER' BUT BORING ENDING DAMN IT!

the things i missed:
- what was the 'after' car?
- so what, they didn't go to dartmouth?


the predictables:
for some reason, i felt like i'd already read parts of the book (thanks to donna and spoilers)
- the island honeymoon (to an extent)
- the bella being changed because she was on the verge of death
- having a daughter (it was just like in the fanfic - her growth, being halfie [nah duh], bonding with jake...)

the things i wanted:
- an EPILOGUE!!!
- edwards POV (haha, fat chance but at least not have jake narrate... its boring)

she had 2 periods in a span of 4 weeks. and ive missed mine. LOL
anyhow, i went to work earlier today. and u know, just went in search of BD.
and i went to AR last.. since i was half expecting that myer or somewhere QBD would have it. they obviously didn't. and i went into AR thinking, well, if i see it, i will buy it but if i dont, its not that big a deal.
and i couldnt see it at AR.
But then, i was just about to leave when for some reason, i decided to glance at the registers. and OME!!! they were completing the orders for the pre-ordered ones. so i went up and asked if i would be able to get a copy of BD.
and the guy looked at me and grinned and said
'you are extremely lucky because someone just cancelled an order'
and im like sweeeeeeeeeeet! and he gave me a poster. LOL.
so yes. i am now in possession of a copy of BD. i haven't read a single page but i will plan to soon. i plan to finish it tonight. thank goodness for my late late start tomorrow.
YAYNESS!
donna, there was no need to turn off ur phone for BD. ROFL =P

on a side note:
i really don't understand why people dress like theyre all rich and mighty and come into target and start arguing and giving us attitude about discounts and clearance items. its like.. wtf? dude, go shop somewhere else if u want to look rich. we dont want u here.
had so much fun annoying robbie and nelson today. HAHAHAHAHAHA paintball!! YEEEHHH!!

was a bit of a bludgy day at work cause was in a cannot-be-bothered mood. and since our managers were busy in the back corner putting brackets in the wall, we were free to talk discreetly. hahaha.
but i did do quite a bit first actually. i fixed all of the baskets in girls. that was a very dusty and dirty task. they look beautiful now rather than having random items piled on top of them. and it took a good few hours!
and while i was doing this, there was this girl and her mum. and her mum was trying to get her to try on a shirt dress. and the girl, being a tomboy that she was, was literally screamin and say no and though her life depended on it. it was really funny cause her mum was like 'please try it on? i want to dress u up.' and the girl's just like 'NO!!! NOO!!! I dont want to wear a dress. EWWW!!!'
ROFL.
i finally finished scrapbooking! well, it actually didn't take that long (especially compared to donna...lol) but it's something that i can cross off on my imaginary list. Yay. I'm pretty happy with it - considering i can't put every single detail in. =)
my sister went to the snow this weekend and instead of being pampering like an only child i was no joke, left to fend for myself for pretty much the whole weekend!!! i had to make my own lunches and dinners cause my parents were too busy with their friends for me!! HAHAHAHAHA its ironic.

on thursday it was sleep in and aimlessly walk around a small shopping centre day. i picked up a couple of things i needed for my scrapbook and decided to buy some mushrooms for my uber awesome mushroom and chicken soup. it was good =D. for some reason, the day went surprisingly quick.
friday was sleep in day again and started my scrapbook! it's heaps of fun and i actually can't believe the amount of time it takes to scrapbook one page. so i only did about half (and also cause i ran out of refill blanks). but im pretty happy with the outcome. i mean, its obviously not professional but i like this casual look to it. its like a half diary half scrapbook (as suggested by donna).
for some reason, i couldn't sleep last night. first it was because of the cold (i had the heater off but i had to get up and get an extra blanket AND turn the heater back on) then i got up again around 2 and rolled around a few times. and got up again at 6 and when my alarm woke me up at 8 i was really really tired. i just don't really know why. and my period's late too. i havent missed a period since the HSC... =S im going to guess its because we were travelling...
today was get up early for work.. and end up staying all day at work. i half expected it. funny thing happened today. three people called in sick. and they all asked for marwah when they were telling the managers that they wouldnt come in. and paul found out and he chucked the shits. and was like

'the next person who calls in sick - put them through to me. i'm sick of these bullshit excuses and talking to marwah because she's soft'

lol and poor stephy (who actually really was sick) had to talk to paul... cause obviously the other people just couldn't b bothered coming in for whatever reason.
clads was showing off all her fake prada shit that she got from this store outside the centre. its one of those shops that look like they sell random crap but actually have fake brands inside when u look properly. LOL. it was a NICE bag though... hahaha she was so funny. pretending to be all high class...
need to get some sleep.