im having a meltdown. i am so not prepared for tomorrow. i just know that im gonna have this massive breakout or something. my face is all red atm. bad bad bad.

and today. so many freaking phone calls looking for mum. shes not home. shes at work. she didnt even get home until like 10. and then shes like all stressing about tomorrow.

because eff man. stupid people make stupid decisions.
stupid people make REALLY stupid decisions.
stupid people make REALLY REALLY stupid decisions.

and its just wtf

how stupid r u.

and so we're all gonna b in a rush tomorrow. egg this is not good.

i so totally need to sleep but i can't. make up will have to cover my tiredness.

i baked today but thats just insignificant atm. why do big events always come with massive baggage.