It's hard to describe but it always happens.

those last 3 days of work before you go on leave and you get smashed with work like never before. all of a sudden everyone wants your help, needs you to do this and what not. . . this needs to be set up, need to write procedures, need to pay this, need to follow up this person, need to dig through archived shit because you didnt bother asking me when i did have time, need to reconcile accounts.

blah blah blah blah blah.

drowning but staying afloat at the same time?

I have been so tired lately and feel like its all spiralling down.

It was a massive relief to have lunch yesterday with anna and just sit in the shade at Hyde Park. love love.

so much to do... so little time!

thinking positive and good things will happen.