i finally got a 1-5 sunday shift. it hasn't happened in a while. and omfg.. we (the usual bunch), exciting as it was that we were all working at the same time (like, hasnt happened since.. christmas?), ended up having the biggest shits for a certain person. like.. laura and i and mans towards the end had to work our ass off cause someone wasnt pulling their weight. how fuckin long does it take to do a pick up in underwear and clean nursery? all fuckin afternoon apparently. while laura and i both had to deal with a really trashed kids department and FOUR returns trolleys. we ended up finishing three which was a miracle. even nads was like r u guys ok and asked if we needed help. like what the fuck, its not fair that we're the ones who work our asses off and get shit ass shifts, and she (no names) gets FULL DAY SATURDAY AND SUNDAY. and it's not like we can't work. geez talk about april fools. so unfair. so unhappy =( i mean, yeah we got it done and everything but you can't tell me that it took her 4 hours this morning to do two returns trolleys and leave the rest of the place looking like it's gone through hell. cause that's how it looked when we went on the floor at one.
ive decided to restart my 'protein' plan...I FUCKING HATE PLATEAUS. tearing myself apart. today wasn't the best start either. so i will bash myself over it. and move on again. which probably means i can't (won't) be eating much (if at all) for donnas party. =S i hope making an appearance will be enough. i dont know yet.
and i can't even sleep in these days. this morning, i swear i tried so hard to get up at least past 8. i was awake at 6:30 and by 7 i had to get up. oh and i drove without my licence for the very first time. (accidently of course). not gonna happen again.
as you can see, i have quite a bit on my mind. and not all good.