as much as this break has been welcome, at the same time i also wish that the break was after the midsems just so that i could have a break mentally. at the moment, im feeling really tired and i want to be able to tune out to everything and just be well, me (?) but i can't cause i know that i have a lot of work that's due and i can't relax just yet.
which basically means tat until the semester/winter break, i wont be able to have proper me time. i guess that working over the easter long weekend and through the week hasn't been helping either. in saying so, i can't and i'm actually unmotivated to go shopping. there's no such thing as retail therapy when you're both physically and mentally drained. add on top school holidays and the shopping centres are more of a chore than a relaxation =(
of course, there are also the times where you feel close to tuning out the rest of the world (donnas party, family gatherings) but it's just not the same.
and we were saying at work today how us usual bunch always get the arvo shifts and how it's not really fair cause it basically wastes the whole day cause there's not much that can be done in the morning. but if we had the morning shift, then we have the rest of the day instead of like a 3 hour morning, followed by work thereby taking away your afternoon and then going home or whereever for the evening and being too bummed out to want to do anything demanding. *sigh*
i feel like im writing an essay but in a way it actually makes me feel a little bit better. taking it one day at a time.