i wanted to run through the rain.. not entirely smart but seems like fun for some reason.
i went to roselands today.. got a pair of really comfy grosby fluffy slippers. oh, and some lipgloss.. dont ask why.. so yes i spent money that i 'don't have'.. on the bright side (if there is one).. i've toned down my shopping?.. not really.. no.
im thinking about buying my books online to save some mega dollars. seriously cheaper. and i think i'm going to sell my 1st year books.. cause they're just gonna sit on the shelves and collect dust anyway.. so i mightas well sell and use that money to buy my new books.. cause i want to pay for them myself. i mean, its either i pay for them now or i end up with this massive debt to dad.. either way im gonna have to pay up so i think i'd rather pay for the books now. it's not like i "can't" afford them.. although it does put a strain on my finances. haha.. dont go shopping for a month. and i'm thinking really hard these days before i buy things. like really.. so i think that's an improvement. at least i hope it is.
i guess things will work better if i could keep myself more occupied at home.. at least i dont totally waste the day by just sitting and doing nothing. although that does come close. im droning on.. hope it rains for a couple more days.