fuchsia fragments

And here i thought it was cured... and i go back to the tendency of waking up at 4 am!

I think i've missed the rain because it sounds so healing.

And i think i've come  back refreshed and in a new mindset. I was kind of bitter about the world before my holoday. Maybe it's because i'm still in holiday mode or maybe its because i'm beginning to see the world through different eyes but i think i'm beginning to not care so much about things beyond my control.

things are what they are. if they can't change, then maybe i can.

sounds so melancholy for 5:50 a.m...

because im such a nice sister, i got up at the crack of dawn to drive my sister and her friend to padstow so that they could be driven to windsor for their duke of ed camp. and for goodness sakes, it was still dark out. my mum cant give directions and shes just a crappy front seat passenger. i turn onto the RIGHT road and shes like 'what are you doing? this is the toll road. get off it' and so i pull onto a side street. read the map and i was right!!! so we had to go in a circle. tsk tsk tsk cannot doubt whereis directions.
came home and it was only like 7 so i decided to make scones for breakfast. they turned out really really good =D and hahahaha my mum went back to sleep wen we got home. did not expect that at all.. and i was all peachy and awake although i did end up taking an arvo nap.. im such a good napper these days.
and then i decided that since the ovens still warm, i'd try my luck at making my gingerbread house and yayness to me!