i wasn't going to write anything. but i haven't updated in a few days. so here goes..
today was pretty much a day of mixed emotions. i got up as though it was another day as an unemployed being. i.e. eat and watch OTH. it changed somewhat towards the afternoon when i needed to pack for my trip.
and it changed even more when my parents came home. at this stage, i was bawling my eyes out not because i was going to miss then but because i was still angry and they think everything they do is right. im always in the wrong. of course, that meant that i never even bothered to say what was bottled up. not that it matters.
now i am in limbo again.
i am prepared. and i am ready. i guess its just a fear of the unknown. i wish things were more concrete. and i hope i will see u all again soon
xoxo
wynwyn
today was pretty much a day of mixed emotions. i got up as though it was another day as an unemployed being. i.e. eat and watch OTH. it changed somewhat towards the afternoon when i needed to pack for my trip.
and it changed even more when my parents came home. at this stage, i was bawling my eyes out not because i was going to miss then but because i was still angry and they think everything they do is right. im always in the wrong. of course, that meant that i never even bothered to say what was bottled up. not that it matters.
now i am in limbo again.
i am prepared. and i am ready. i guess its just a fear of the unknown. i wish things were more concrete. and i hope i will see u all again soon
xoxo
wynwyn
