fuchsia fragments

to caffeine.

i suffered withdrawal symptoms whilst studying.

and i had to have 3 coffees - 2 hot, 1 iced - to curb those symptoms today.

and also to keep me awake and to energize my braincells which, by the way, are now beyond fried.

a 3 hour exam and then 4 hours of going through, sifting, softing and answering the most urgent of urgent of over 100+ emails over a span of 3 days is not fun. especially when ur phone doesn't stop ringing either.

i felt like i hadn't been to work in weeks not just 2.5 days!

however, i am now FREE~

exciting
exciting
exciting

so much i want to do too! YAY~

and and and i got a wizz fizz via express post today! im so special =D

its twilight tuesday!!
YAY!
and i watched all the hp scenes with rob in it.
HAHAHA
he's still got that charm about him. love his accent and his mind-of-its-own hair. =)
its also day 3 of atkins.
caffeine withdrawal is beginning to hit. i think im gonna need to buy some fresh cream to make my coffee. green tea and black tea is beginning to get boring especially when you have about 6 cups of it a day...
sweet cravings are also really hard. but just because i can't drink the wine doesn't mean i can't appreciate the bouquet of roses.
ROFLROFL
im also feeling kind of lethargic BUT i believe thats got more to do with myself being extremely lazy and blaming the 'gloomy weather' for skipping my gym sessions. its been a week and a half now. and i know my monthly is coming soon which means i will use it as an excuse to not go. and then exams. and bam. it'll be july. wasting money. =X
shouldve taken up the chance to go to work instead of uni today. i totally wasted my time. and lost money.

(Jason Mraz - Im Yours)
got up and it was dark and raining. had to make myself breakfast (which was a banana an yoghurt. lol) and walk to the station cause no one else was awake. bumped into two jens at the station/train. talked for a bit. if you can call it that.
got to uni.. and decided that i needed a coffee. and haha, carl was there waiting for coffee too and we were just talking about the econ journal and how he had this bullsht excuse that his net wasn't working cause he didnt submit it on time.
another very vocal tutorial class today. got back to hurstville and had some time to grab a bite to eat before i had work. and so i went for another coffee and muffin (i love muffin break now). so by the time i started work i was high on caffeine and it worked for the first few hrs and got a lot done.
some other shit no concerning me happened along the way
> this lady starts telling me to pick up shoes for no reason when there was someone in shoes
> this other lady had a seizure in kidswear and westfield security surrounded my department until paramedics arrived
anyhow, so around 4-5, caffeine was wearing off and i was like sluggish. and lol, pauls like wats wrong with you. HAHAHA i was like.. need coffee.
and hes like nah tat sht does nothing and marwahs like go get a V and hes like. nah thats crap too.
i'll get you some berrocca. ROFLROFL. im like. no its ok. i dont drink that crap. (hhahahaha now i know wat he's on)
anyhow, at least tonight was fun. getting the boys to clean my department is always so fun. and edy got make up all over his pants. rofl.
gg