fuchsia fragments

I wasn't actually going to blog but the girls and I spoke briefly about it over dinner tonight and I can't sleep due to too much sugar from sugar hit at the Sofitel!

*insert picture of a girl opening the door to sunlight and rays of light*

Today I feel like a weight has lifted off my shoulders. I feel like that door that
I will one day open is getting closer or easier to crack open. I feel that my dreams are within reach. I feel that I am ready for my next challenge!

It was pretty black and white until today. Pretty much there was a massive road block stopping me from doing a lot of things. And now that that has been removed I feel as free as a butterfly and don't quite know what to do with my time!!!

Going into work today opened a can of worms. Not something I expected to be so bad but I guess things eventually get better one way or another. Usually it's the other where yours truly cleans up and makes other peoples mistAkes and stuff ups go away. Something that I will definitely not miss in my next job!!

Had dinner with cherry and Donna tonight at this place my sister had a
Scoupon voucher to! Was a hit!!! And free too :-)

Then finally went to sugar hit!! So much chocolate!! Decaf coffee is not as bad
aa one may think......

It's hard to describe but it always happens.

those last 3 days of work before you go on leave and you get smashed with work like never before. all of a sudden everyone wants your help, needs you to do this and what not. . . this needs to be set up, need to write procedures, need to pay this, need to follow up this person, need to dig through archived shit because you didnt bother asking me when i did have time, need to reconcile accounts.

blah blah blah blah blah.

drowning but staying afloat at the same time?

I have been so tired lately and feel like its all spiralling down.

It was a massive relief to have lunch yesterday with anna and just sit in the shade at Hyde Park. love love.

so much to do... so little time!

thinking positive and good things will happen.

And then i can get massively drunk!

Team drinks/dinner on Friday turned out to be pretty damn awesome. Probs cause the person we all hate left at 7... =D

My current pattern of study:

1 hour study / 2 hour break

hahahaha