fuchsia fragments

(Ray LaMontagne - Within You)
Since donna is busy DDR-ing the night away. and since i wasted a lot of bandwidth downloading season 2 of OTH in spanish or some european language (i would lol if not for the fact that i spent ages waiting for it to finish), i shall sit here and... ponder.

and wait.

im waiting for my tiff & co bracelet.
im waiting for saturday week.
im waiting to get onto another natural high.
im waiting for summer
im waiting for ppl to RSVP blue mts

in fact, i think i wait too much. i wait for summer so i can go to the gym. but whats stopping me from going now?

nothing, time permitting.

im just lazy. the mornings are cold. and ive developed a very bad habit of sleeping in and gaining winter weight.

i need to act.

now.

why can't i?

i love the view of brighton beach.
all those aeroplanes taking off and landing.
which is also why i love la perouse.

i had lunch with maria and janice today. it was so nice to see them out of work. =)

lunch was at a local cafe kiosk right alongside the beach - with seagulls and all. and in the warm sun =D =D

we had coffee and dessert at marias house after lunch.

then i went to spotlight to get those jump rings i was looking for. finally found them. guestbook looks a bit less obese now. hahaha. still a bit.. fat. oh wells

blue mt researching.

out~

yinyin | says (12:41 AM):
holyshit
that one
that one
cheap and gorgeous
seriosuly
please
please
*hopes totally up*
and GOD THERE ARE FROG PONDS
damn no pets, so i guess cherry can't come then
wynwyn says (12:42 AM):
ROFL
yinyin | says (12:42 AM):
must be in whoopwhoop
wynwyn says (12:42 AM):
frog pond ?
i think it is too
yinyin | says (12:42 AM):
and it's 'not far from cappucino' so val will be happy
yinyin | says (12:43 AM):
i love it
wynwyn says (12:43 AM):
LOL

i dropped off my tiffany and co bracelet today. its going to take 3 weeks - THREE WEEKS - to get my charm soldered. O_o

all i can say is...

okay. better be good. lol.

then i went to myer. bought a dress. cooper st. potential graduation dress =D

i plan on buying a few and picking. lols. excuses.

then i went to marketcity. esprit had a take a further 25% off everything. so i got a pretty top and a feather down vest jacket. for japan. you know... lols. that was in the span of like 15 minutes.

pretty much went home after that. nice to walk. i need to exercise. like seriously.

made a cheesecake. as you do.

then plopped in front of the couch for the next 4 hours watching TVB. currently loving burning flame 3.

oh and then i sort of lost it at justin and donna for no reason. like.. i dont know wats wrong with me. gomen nasai.

i feel like i have so many things to do... but i dont.
i feel like ive done so much without being appreciated... but its not true.
i feel like my plans have been for nothing... but they aren't.
i feel like crying... but i can't.
i feel like screaming... but its too quiet.
i feel like i have no time to myself... but i don't make time.
i feel like theres a million things to discuss... but there isn't.
i feel like i'm out of touch... but im not.
i feel like shopping... but i dont have the effort.

... yes, it's all my fault.

im sorry.

movie needed closure. i felt nothing when dumbledore died.. and yes, way too many romantic references. lol lol.

hot pot was awesome. ate heaps. and talked over each other?

im so tired from work.

had a really not nice customer today who wanted to buy 10 high chairs. we had 5 staff members at one point or another helping her and she didnt say thank you to one of us. plus i spent more than an hour with her. made like 3 phone calls to different stores. explained to her that she couldnt hold anything during the toy sale and then insisted that the other store hold them for her anyway. and threatened to go to another store to buy the chairs if we didnt give ur a further discount.

wtf?

we only gave her a discount cause it was like a significant amount. but still.. just.. did not feel appreciated.

not happy. =(

didnt get the aspire job.

so i went to eat mars bar cheesecake with jan and michael. lols. tats a lie. we had dinner at bevo to catch up. and complain about the toy sale. and about retail in general.

hahahaha.

that was fun.

so was beating jan on the wii in bowling. 3 strikes in a ROW!!! tat was after she kicked my ass at tennis and boxing. hahaha she was chagrined. =D and she gets really worked up about it.

HAHAHA>>>

yinyin | says (11:50 PM):
val's providing the alcohol
LOL
that girl...sigh~~

9 hours on the registers.

oh what fun it is!!!

sarcasm.

we had snow white and bumblebee and the hulk in the store tho.

haha that was cute.

but i never want to be on registers for that long again.

and we were down on last yr. hmm.. no comment. lols.

so im about to print my presentation notes...

and BOOM BOOM POW
the circuit blows...

LIKE ON THE WHOLE STREET AND THE WESTFIELD SIDE OF HURST.

WTF
WTF
WTF

me and my sister got so excited. LOL. like.. went out on the street (this is like past midnight) and we were like... wow... its black.

so lit all the candles leftover from my party. hahaha.

fun.

and went to sleep soon after. =D

*after discussing why i need my vodka tomorrow*

*20 minutes later*

[M]iss [V] says (12:24 AM):
oh and forgot to tell u ....
was at this bbq for a friend ...
she made some jelly shots with 20% vodka mixed in
[M]iss [V] says (12:25 AM):
tastes so good and got so drunk so quickly
mayb we should try that some time

wynwyn says (12:25 AM):
uh
valerie
tats why i want my vodka tomorrow
IM making jelly shots
[M]iss [V] says (12:25 AM):
oh lol
wynwyn says (12:25 AM):
ROFLROFLROFL
[M]iss [V] says (12:26 AM):
i was wondering why you needed them for ... thought you were gonna do smth like 'air' it with reds
ok ... im blaming it on sleepless nights
im just retarded
going to sleep therapy now
dont laugh
=)

feels like:

baked beans on toast
pad thai
seafood basket
chicken schnitzel sandwich.

i have had a massively big week. weekend. monday.

which is why this place is getting neglected.

need to really start doing stuff for my party.

times aticking.

awesome photos on facebook

i'll upload here when i get them off don.

out.

enjoyed my wine tasting immensely. =D and dad was pleased with my selection of wines albeit he reckons that they were "pricey". lol. definetly pleased with my WYNdham choices. which sort of makes brokenwood look overpriced.

balanced it out with david hooks and rosemount.

the drive up felt short cause we stopped at the twin caltex stations/ maccas. and then proceeded to visit wineries along the way. so we stopped at the botton of HV and worked our way around to broke.

mt pleasant - rosemount/lindemanns - brokenwood - McGuigans - TT - Broke.

Broke is such a hole. Population: 400.

"that's less than Forkes"

Our house was quite amazing. awesome fireplace. nice and cosy but mattresses were too soft. we were in whoop whoop. lived opposite a farm. there wasn't even a strip of shops.. there was like.. one shop. it mightve doubled as a petrol station as well. and it was a 20 to 30 minute drive back to HV central/ pokolbin. thoroughly enjoyable.

played tennis at these semi run-down courts. which was again, randomly in the middle of no where. not what i really expected. it took almost 90 minutes to get to a rally of 5 shots. LOLOL. yeah.

went to a cafe. bought some more wine. had a cranium showdown. hahaha.

"sperm and egg"

and oh LOLOL

"CUMULATIVE DISTRIBUTION CURVE"

no prizes of who came up with that one.

got up super early today to make scones. that turned out goooood. and then we went to wyndham. it was awesome. i loved the vineyard and the winery. and it was worth the trek up cause it's considerably further than the other wineries.

this is where i got my prized stash of wines (that were imo, the best ones i got on this trip). and dad agreeed. =D

tried like.. 5? 6? wines? v nice. and it was fun taking candid pictures and jumping off logs outside too. everyone else probably thought we were retarded.

then we went to the HV gardens. more photos. storybook garden was cool. stopped by the village so donna could buy some peanut butter reeses m&m wannabes.

i still don't think i quite understand what the awesomeness about it is.

then hit this irish pub for some pub grub. which turned out to be not that pubby. and then stepped on the accelerator home.. and saw all these other cars get booked by highway patrol.

hunter valley: beautiful, fresh air, scenic, wines, tranquil, country, AWESOME.

great effects. great scenes. not enough original autobot action. no storyline.

a bit random. some good humour.

star trek was the better movie of the year.

i am tired but will be pumped for hv.

sleep time... when i finish planning~

i baked a cake for the first time in weeks.

it turned out good.

kudos.

yet another thursday. more work.

oh how we love clearance sales.

no one could b bothered tonight. lol.

so much to do but so much to look forward to.